all of us are in transit

Sunday, July 24, 2005

passed out yesterday, 23th july, after four years, time flies like anything.. i better blog now when i still have some emotions.. =)

been practising marchpass for so long, endless rehearsals, was afraid that when the real thing came we ould have no feelings.. remember the whoosh we gave before we fall in, and how grace took over my position, how i felt when i left the sec2 squad. how i joined the rest with kianyong n kk, and we march past with mam linda and mam jiayi crying, we just refused to look at them, because we know we will break down then, evryone was acting strong inside but with "queen of my heart" being played.. even though it din rain during the marchpast, it was touching nevertheless. by the time we marched round the field and some funny path to the foyer, we just hugged each other and then guys starting to tear and cry. haha.. GUYS.. the people in our sqd who feel more for sj.. then i looked at them and i broke down, but not surprising either right. haha. rocks. finally its my turn after 4 years.

photo taking with squads, then the national day airplanes flew, there was a flying boat too. so shuang to watch it. then dinner. we were like celebrities beeing led a long way, to the canteen. lit up with candles and it was sweet. nice buffet food, esp meesiam. charmaine and lina was there with us all the while, they came back specially to be with us. led the food cheer for the very last time. there were fireworks all the way from padang, though its not obvious but can still see, so we all ran to the field and upstairs, fireworks rock. add to the atmosphere.

social night was very delayed. then i just realsied we din sing PENGYOU. haha. so sad. for the past 3 years we did. we had time to run around like mad people.. nvm. this years performance standard was high, std1s and 2s were great. my squad was great, they made alphabets for us and held it the wrong way, it was super cute and sweet. the dance was so super duper cute. and so was de skit. i teared again. haha. aloysius ran up in de stage in de middle of ours. last mass dance was alright.

mam jiayi's talk touched me alot. i'll really never forget her. as an sc, as a mentor, friend. the year 2s who took us last time made this book thing for all of us. it was terribly sweet ad nice of all of them. gave std2s their chopsticks and stuff. the entire smc talked to sec2s, even wangnan and his makes-some-sense advice. haha. they were sleepy and i sorta think nothing much went in their heads, hope not so. they gave me de best gift anyone can get, a scrapbook with 26 msges. wow. it was really nice. i really gonna treasure it like anything. they r de best squad that anyone can take. de sweetest, de cutest, de ultimate best.

after that, the entire night was screwed. screwed. the wonderful sj teachers din let std4s sleep in avt, they wanted us to be in diff classrooms, guys and girls. kinda dumb la. but can undertsand why. so we had no place to hang out, went to netball court in the end most of us fell asleep. only around 10 people awake. sleeping the whole night for my last POP. it is something i nv expect to do. me and sally din even keep our record of talking evry POP night, biggest regret not to make use of time last night.

this morning a bunch of 1f keys were lost. so we spent 1half hour searching to no avail. by the time all these happened i had no feeling for POP at all. after macs breakfast with squad, i went out~* <3 color="#ff99ff">
from 5plus then to now, im back to feeling sad, reminiscing the past. its always when u are alone that u start thinking the most. and 4 yrs of friendhsip with de std4s, is de most precious friendship i ever had in my life. NO ONE ELSE will understand it. de way de guys r damn nice people, and de girls can lame around over evrything. its just dis special bond, and im so glad God blessed me with my squad. Memories are the sweetest thing in this journey, for sj took up such a big part of our lifes that we spend so much time with our squad, four years is enough for SJ, but not for our friendship.. i really treasure it..

ONE SQUAD ONE SPIRIT.
[eugene amerlyn peiyi siying junxiang kinkeong sam michelle huishuang wangnan shanyan sinee wenbin aloysius jessica chinghui valerie carmen kianyong junbin jeremy kristian belinda chunying sally yiwei xiaowen dickson chenrui evadne]

posted at Sunday, July 24, 2005 by Carmen